Diary? Nothing that I wouldn't tell a client. Not everything that is written pertains to me or my life.
The things I see, hear...the people I talk to, all influence or impact my thoughts. Just saying!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Feeling It


15.
<--Lookin' all serious. But it's a lovely place. Somewhere I happen to go once in awhile, mainly for one reason.

I choose to say a lot less than I actually want to.

Once again, I feel like I talk to much, about myself. When it comes to asking questions I want, they end up not leaving the tip of my tongue!

I bought my own exercise matt, because using/borrowing someone else's does not sound appealing. Just think of how sweaty you get, working out. All that goes into the matt. Gross.

Got my first paycheck. For playing piano! And as I was told, I can call myself a paid musician! A musician. (Only I know I'm not even close to being called that.) Makes me laugh, that you can get paid to do something you love!!! I also find it very amusing at the contrast of the hourly wage compared to my normal job. I don't make that much per hour with tips included! But! Let me say this, before anyone thinks I'm getting rich off of it, it's not like I play eight hours each day and get that pay. So don't get me wrong. That would be something, if I got paid to practice. And I'll say this as well, I certainly don't play to get the paycheck. I'd still be there, even if I didn't. Period.

I am wiped out. For a couple reasons. One is physical. Yesterdays aerobics class. I'm sticking with it.
I'm following through with what I have my mind set on. Talk about that later. I say later. We'll see about that...

I will respond to texts on time. I will call people back. I will listen to voicemail the day I get it.
I will try to be a better friend. (Very hard one for me for some reason. I will have to write about that...) A better listener.
In fact, sister, I am sorry I had a hard time listening (I heard every word!) because, one, I needed time to process what was on my mind from earlier that day, and second, I felt very cozy and worn out. I could have taken a nap.
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It gives me great pleasure to hear good news! Good news, new things, interesting thoughts.
I am sincerely happy for people.
Sometimes I wish I could freely express it the way I want. Who's stopping me?
Well, myself of course!
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My body and spirit need replenishment. So sleep is what's on my mind. Prayer and sleep.