Diary? Nothing that I wouldn't tell a client. Not everything that is written pertains to me or my life.
The things I see, hear...the people I talk to, all influence or impact my thoughts. Just saying!

Sunday, December 18, 2011

One Man Conversation

I know I am stalling. Putting it off. Dismissing. Filling it with empty meaningless things.
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You find a song you like and suddenly it's being replayed over and over...

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You have it all planned out. The way you're going to say it. You have the conversation in your head. It seems like everything you want to say will come out just the way you want, and it will be understood exactly how you want it to. 
And then when you have the perfect moment, the time, you stand still, silent. And nothing comes out. 
Nothing is said at all.
 A one man conversation. 
Why? 
I have done it too many times and each time saying, it's not worth it...and all the various reasons seem just enough of a cause not to say anything at all.
How many 'it's not worth it' will there be?

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